Just at the point when I thought the trials of life were overtaking me, and pushing me in the ground. God said you are being planted, hold on tighter, and when I felt my endurance leaving me, like water rushing down a drain, He sent His word to encourage me, and bring new life. It is amazing to me how with just one word God can bring new life, and kill the enemy, who wouldn't serve a God like Him.
I guess you would have had to be there this morning, as I lay in the bed and unable to move my legs. My body in pain, then I heard a voice say, don't go, because when you are old those people will not even care about you, and you can not even rely on your own children because they are people to and able to disappoint you. And as I lay there struggling in pain, tired of being broken in body, in spirit, God sent a word thorough my husband. He says, I don't know what you are going to have to do, but you got to press pass this. And as I lay there tired of the pressing, hurting from the outside in. God gave me strength to sit up, to stand up, and to walk. I told God, if He just give me a mind, I would press the body pass the pain, to serve Him. In the mist of all this the enemy attacks my hope, of salvation for the ones I love, but I press. With tears I press, in pain I press, being careful not to let the children see to much but today it is unmaintainable. I make to the Lord's house. He is there, the saints are praying, they are crying out to Him. I stand I pray, in pain, tears held back, but love unreserved. I pray God help, I am so honored by your presence, do a new thing.
Service continues as usual, then we have the mime come in and He ministers to a sermon, I am not sure who it is by, but she said some worship is open and controlled but God wants a broken worship, like the woman with the oil in the alabaster box, her worship was broken, and flowing. An with that I received strength.
Now service continues and I know that the devil is attacking me in the area of my hope. You see I have a lot of hope that is currently deferred the fullness of the fruit that I pray for has not yet come. Sometimes the glimpse of overcoming comes and goes, comes and goes, and like a yo-yo effect it weighs on you and your spirit. And some fruit is so close to you that it has the capability of hurting you when it falls, in the same area over and over and over again. See some people you can never let go of, it is you life's ministry to continue to pray for them, and when they fall you break, you hurt. My hope has been weakened but God sent His word to say that deliverance is not a process, but healing is. Deliverance is done completely and instantly but healing is a process. He taught me through the Pastor, that when we have not healed, and we revisit the thing that we have been delivered from healing does not take place.
So with these words ...a broken worship....the healing process....God have revived my hope for my fruit to flourish. I encourage you to have a broken worship that is a uncontrolled outpouring. I encourge you to hold tighter to your hope, because love hopes all things. See yourself and the ones that you love the way that God does.
Be Forever Blessed,
And Remember God is Able
Thanks for reading.
I guess you would have had to be there this morning, as I lay in the bed and unable to move my legs. My body in pain, then I heard a voice say, don't go, because when you are old those people will not even care about you, and you can not even rely on your own children because they are people to and able to disappoint you. And as I lay there struggling in pain, tired of being broken in body, in spirit, God sent a word thorough my husband. He says, I don't know what you are going to have to do, but you got to press pass this. And as I lay there tired of the pressing, hurting from the outside in. God gave me strength to sit up, to stand up, and to walk. I told God, if He just give me a mind, I would press the body pass the pain, to serve Him. In the mist of all this the enemy attacks my hope, of salvation for the ones I love, but I press. With tears I press, in pain I press, being careful not to let the children see to much but today it is unmaintainable. I make to the Lord's house. He is there, the saints are praying, they are crying out to Him. I stand I pray, in pain, tears held back, but love unreserved. I pray God help, I am so honored by your presence, do a new thing.
Service continues as usual, then we have the mime come in and He ministers to a sermon, I am not sure who it is by, but she said some worship is open and controlled but God wants a broken worship, like the woman with the oil in the alabaster box, her worship was broken, and flowing. An with that I received strength.
Now service continues and I know that the devil is attacking me in the area of my hope. You see I have a lot of hope that is currently deferred the fullness of the fruit that I pray for has not yet come. Sometimes the glimpse of overcoming comes and goes, comes and goes, and like a yo-yo effect it weighs on you and your spirit. And some fruit is so close to you that it has the capability of hurting you when it falls, in the same area over and over and over again. See some people you can never let go of, it is you life's ministry to continue to pray for them, and when they fall you break, you hurt. My hope has been weakened but God sent His word to say that deliverance is not a process, but healing is. Deliverance is done completely and instantly but healing is a process. He taught me through the Pastor, that when we have not healed, and we revisit the thing that we have been delivered from healing does not take place.
So with these words ...a broken worship....the healing process....God have revived my hope for my fruit to flourish. I encourage you to have a broken worship that is a uncontrolled outpouring. I encourge you to hold tighter to your hope, because love hopes all things. See yourself and the ones that you love the way that God does.
Be Forever Blessed,
And Remember God is Able
Thanks for reading.
